@John Brunner I already am. 100% sure. It started 21 years ago. They say it takes two to tango. . I have always been a fighter, but now I just give up. thanks, Gloria, Shirley, Frank, and John. I do appreciate your responses and advice.
I hope things work out. Don't stop fighting altogether, just fight smarter. And you have the right to stop that dance.
I’m a bit like the others in that I’m at a loss as to what is going on. I gather that there was a marriage that went sour and an internet sorta relationship that went south and perhaps a stalker or someone hidden from sight. Dunno really. One comment I can make is that when a person fights all the battles they have at one time, they lose. There’s no if’s, and’s or but’s, they lose. Pick any one battle of your choosing and then go from there. Sometimes winning just one will make you stronger so you can meet the next one head on. Past marriage? You haven’t lost any value just because you’re alone now. You had value before the marriage, during the marriage and because of the experience, you’re now more valuable than ever. Stalker? Buy some cheap cameras and install them around your house or apt. What I’m getting at is that there’s a lot you can do but you can’t take all of your problems on at once. Evaluate them one at a time (write them down) and snag onto the easiest one first and get it out of the way to make room for the next problem you’re going to solve. Do pray as I do that you have wisdom and peace which will indeed be the beginning of the solution to whatever is on your back. I will certainly pray that for you as well.