I am so sorry to hear that, and I know that it must be so devastating for your whole family. sending more prayers for everyone as they go through this sorrow. I am going to write something to you.
@Beth Gallagher 40 years old....... so painful to imagine. Life itself is something we cling to by a thin thread....... Our sympathy extended to you, especially now in your own time of need..... Frank
Thanks, Gloria. It still doesn't seem possible. David was just a little older than my oldest son and they were very close as kids. All of our children are stunned with the loss of their cousin.
I am so tired of being tired. I did some minimal cleaning today and mopped the wood floors downstairs; now I'm totally wiped out. When my grocery order arrived I got so out of breath carrying them in to the kitchen that I was really aggravated. I still have some canned goods to put away but I just had to sit down for a minute. This is just the most annoying predicament. I wonder if I will ever be myself again. It is hotter than blazes outside today. The concrete decking around the pool is practically shimmering in the heat and will burn the crap outta bare feet. We are missing the shade from our palm trees and I hope they will hurry up and put out a bunch of fronds before the end of summer. My knife block arrived from Amazon but I've been too pooped to even open the box. I guess that's enough whining for one day. I'm so sad about the loses our family has had this year, and discouraged about my physical decline.
It’s okay to feel this way, and you have good reasons for being tired right now. Just did what you can do and don’t worry about the rest. Amazon boxes aren’t going anywhere, just in case you had overlooked that fact. Pamper your body, and get as much rest as you can, so your body can work on healing itself. It will take a while, but you will get through this, and you will feel better again. We can’t see over the mountain when we are stuck in the valley.