@Gloria Mitchell Something needs to be added to your write........some means of providing ideas which could help, alternatives, less expensive places to live, stuff like that. Don't you be talkin' about not living long.......we all get such thoughts from time to time, and they are counter-productive to our well-being in general. No, it's not "morbid", it's realistic, but is that kind of realism which drags one down, instead of being supportive...... Frank